Please don't make me cry

I'm hurt all the time. 
I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.
I just want someone to hold me
I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me.
If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on.
Anyone find me! Anyone care!
I'm sorry, I just don't want to be alone anymore.
I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak. 
No one cares and yet I'm always the sorry one.
Someone find me! I'm scared. 
Please hold me until it all ends.
Just hold me that’s all I want.
I don't want to be alone in the dark.
Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.
Just hold me as I start to cry.
Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.
Just hold me so I don't do something wrong.
Just hold me so tight, that for a moment I could feel the light

I miss you my love

Each morning I wake up 
thinking of you 
I remember you're not with me 
and it makes me feel blue 
I miss your smile 
I miss your touch 
Sometimes my heart aches 
I miss you so much 
I call you on the telephone 
I write to you in a letter 
You always tell me I'm not alone 
You always make me feel better 
I'm writing this to let you know 
just how much I love you so 
Even though we're miles apart 
your right here beside me 
inside my heart

Happy valentines day my love

Sometimes I look at you

and I need a little more

reassurance that you love me.

Even though I know

how much you love me

I would like for you to tell it to me

over and over again

And just in case you feel that way also

I am writing you this

to tell you over and over again that

I love you.

 Happy Valentines Day! 

I miss you

You're always on my mind
day and night 
When I think of you
 all feels so right 
Need to have you
need to hold you 
And tell you 
that I love you. 
My dear, 
I don't want to see us apart 
This separation
 just tears away my heart 
I miss you, 
oh, I really miss you 
Will need you more 
and more each day 
I know I cannot live without you 
I miss you, 
more than words can say.

song : Three doors down

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face.
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same.
All the miles that separate
Disappear now when
I'm dreamin' of your face.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby and 
I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight, it's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go,
It gets hard but it won't take away my love.
And when the last one falls, when its all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love.

Please come soon

The nights have become longer
and so have the days,
I hate these moments,
I hate this phase.
I cant stay much longer 
apart from you,
I have missed people before
but this feels so new.
Even though i hear your voice, 
I still miss the touch,
I miss your sweet laughter, 
I miss you very much.
Your memories, 
your thoughts, your letters wont do,
There is nothing on this earth 
which can substitute you
Come back my love, 
come back to me soon,
Without you life looks ugly, 
and so does the moon.
I will wait for the day
till you hold me once again,
But please return soon
I can no more bear the pain

My promise

I promise to always lift you up
When you are feeling down
I promise to wipe your tears
When you feel you need to cry
I promise to keep you smiling
To show off that beautiful smile you have
I promise to be your strength
Whenever you fall weak
I promise to be your voice,

When you can't find the words
I promise to be your eyes
When you cannot see
I promise to be your ears 
When you cannot hear
I promise to always tell you what’s real 
When you want to hear the truth
I promise to be your dream catcher
To chase away you’re every fear
I promise to be your smile 
When you’re frowning
I promise to always cheer you up
When you are down and blue
I promise to keep you sturdy
When you are feeling unsafe
I promise to listen
When you need to talk
I promise to always lend you my shoulder
For when you need to cry
I promise to always hold you
When you need someone